we were at Dad's today and we were talking about you and Daddy started talking about Aunt Twila when you all were at Parkway and you started my little ding aling , he laughed with tears. We miss you but I know you are safe now and I want you to remember the point and the fun the 3 of us had there.. love you always
well it's been a year, things will never be the same with out you. even though you are in better place the hurt is still with me. we all miss you so very much. i know your with mom and sissy and nanan, and graddad, and many others from our family.
wish we had some more time together, i missed alot with being the oldest, but i still have the memories from camp, and other things you could get into/ have cried the last two day, just wishing i could talk to you one last time. just know you are missed every day all year long.
give everyone my love, and save some fish so when dad joins you, you two can go fishing.
all my love, little brother.
Well a year has come and it is not any easier; I miss you so very much; you were suppose to be here with us..and you are in our hearts but I could use a hug.. I layed awake last night and you know what I was thinking about? the mirror in the back hall and you were practicing your bowling move.. the ball got away and that was the end of that mirror; mom was so mad but after time she laughed. gosh or remember when I would have to watch you and I would end up in the ER because I would try and smack you and you would move and the wall seemed to be right there. Oh my gosh Paul; I love you; Daddy was talking about your fishing trip with that bamboo pole and you thought that was not good enough until you started catching fish; so many memories..
Well Paul, yesterday 10/24/09, was the last time I saw you. I wish I could have that hug for the rest of my life, I will remember that day forever you leaving UVA, and saying goodbye like never before. It was hard for you to leave Daddy.. but you were coming home.. I will always miss you, please stay with me until all of the unsettled business is taken care of.. I hear you daily saying you hang in there I will hang in there. I love you Paul everyone does.
Well Buddy, they won, I kept waiting on the phone to ring, Paul I miss you more everyday, I can't believe its been 9 months already, I need you to help me complete everything, Bobby and I went to Daddy's and he talked about you today, gosh Paul the sadness in his eyes, I thought it was bad with mom but I was wrong, he misses the two of you, remember last year you were watching it in ICU with Daddy, how things have changed, I love you little brother... please walk with me while I complete the process; I wish I could say that it was over but I can't; I know the rest of the year is going to be hard as hell to get through without you; take care
